I'm feeling like missing in a maze~

Hmm Yah today is the Friday morning of 26-Nov-2010. Sian to the max don't know what i'm going to do next. I find it life is like playing chess in order to make a decision you must be very careful if not you will be eaten by the your enemy. Hmm so luan don't know want to choose full time to study and part time work. Or work full time and part time study. Hmm maybe people will say i'm siao. But i find work very interesting learn alot of things everyday and gain experience. Hmm let wait to see how my next few days.

After The Meeting and I Learn An Important Skills....

Hmm today go to west mall and watch a movie called "UNSTOPPABLE" This movie watch le damn high so epic! Nice movie should watch. As there is an impact in our life if you think from a bird eye view concept.
Have a long chat about 6 hour going 7 hour soon chatting on alot of topic on life skill. Haha the most important thing i learn in life is to be Patience, Humble, Wisdom and Intelligence. Practising all of that now as it really very useful. Not going share more life experience of that due to confidentiality.

I'm Back again =D

Haha nice day with happy ending..
Today is a really special days for me as i finally heard what my boss told me. I remembered that last 4 month i was at a state of very depress with home problem and work and school. As I'm studying working and helping my parent work with no off day. And my boss know about it but they keep preassure me more and hit me hard to make sure i'ii walk out of the stress and stand up again but indeed i walk out and they are very happy.
As i'm depress and i'm sick i took about 11 day leave already as every day sick. They told me they are old they don't want to keep on fighting as they say every human need to work cannot resign if not our brain will not function properly. So they told me if i work hard enough i want to take over their business they are more then willing to hand over their business to me and they can guide me if i have problems. Then i finally know that actually they do it intentionally.
And another thing is my father also hinting to past me his business....I was like... maybe rejecting my father of taking over his business or maybe take it and expand it?
still thinking.
Going meeting tommorrow morning about my DVD just launch in singapore and edited in Hollywood yah busy with the press and reporter question of how to help youth that have same problem as me when i was younger. So tonight going to rest early =D

Just love the way i am.

Hmm deepavali eve i eat alot and drink alot till the next day which is friday then i wake up then eat again. Then sleep till night then go my house downstair eat again!!! Then go home play dota and TD with my friend. Along playing i was planning of going malaysia to cut my hair plus buy some shirt and watch movie "The Haunted Changi". Then a short while i received a message my boss call me to take a break today, I was like OMG! Then so happy till nothing to do and stone at facebook LOL.. So today is saturday ain't sure where to go after that. Hmm in chinese there is a thing call forune teller book that book in chinese call "SAN SHI SHU" that book is not everyone can see. Only the chosen person can see and they can tell ur future and last time before we reincarnation what type of person we are. Hmm going to find that person soon.

Stress will not occured if only we have a positive mindset.

hmm... This friday depavali haha can have a 1 day break going to spent that day properly. Hmm i have a dream and my dream is to visit 20 country by my age of 21. Next year going to 2 different country but need to spent alot money on my accommodation.. Haha nvm worth it anyway.

The moon and the sun can't be together, they can only be friends...

Hmm start work this fresh morning and heard that my lady boss is in hospital. Going to eat dinner soon and will bike head to westcoast for pool. waiting for my fren WTF i 5am call him he go slp then i 6pm call him he slp i spam his phone then he tell me OKOK ON THE WAY COMING... Then 7.30 he tell me he just wake up WTF!! so waiting for him to fully wake up and come. haha hmm November is the month i'm going to erase my old memories and have a new memories coming in haha. This week i have a challenge.. The challenge is to make sure i can't walk and i can't stand up then people will sent me home then i replied loudly to them "YOU THINK I SCARED? COME I TAKE YOUR CHALLENGE." But i was like WTF i have not has any mental prepared yet! but ahh who cares~ haha they willing to spend so much money just to watch me cripple haha but so what if im cripple i still have hand to carry myself haha kk will not post everything going to happen this november..

Did not post for too long~~ my bad lazy plus dunnoe wad to write :(

haha yup~ days has passed quickly then before. Hmm my eldest SIS just married haha felt so happy when that day comes which i swallow the whole bottle of red wine which make me gastric pain .... i fergot im not swallowing beer is red wine ... coz the way i drink beer is like drinking water..
haha yah October is ending soon and the new month starts which is November going for my hospital checkup and wild outing with frens and celeberate birthday and attend seminar.. Felt so pack up.. Hmm time passed so fast which i can't even recognize who i am.
Yup im back to single relationship haha I'm the one who choose to take up this challenge and i must learnt to let go of this challenge..
December i will be hosting a steamboat at my house hmm i guess it going to be a memorable steamboat as im shifting house soon and will not go out with the friends i use to go out with sorry for that and i will still remember u guys.
Hmm sometime i am thinking how life is challenging and the difficult i face with my partner my bro my sis my family and my friends life for me is just like an adventure either u accept it or you let it go and either you cherish it or u lose it and either you bear the pain or you swallow the pain.
Life is a memories we keep in our mind and not our brain even the day we died. the memories still stays with us as it is in our mind.
I feel so grateful and honoured to post here as im still alive it give me the motivation to move on with life and cherish every breathe i takes and let go as i don't know when i will be dying or disaster might happen Even i'm Rich so what when i died i can't even bring it down to spent -.-!| and so what if i'm rich, and i has no value in my character, that show nothing about me and meaningless in life if only i think of life is just to earn money then might as well dun live.. Hmm ok i think i should stop all this negative post and let our adventurous life continues :D